Where is my freedom??!! I am like a bird which has legs but no wings. I couldn't fly out of the circle of 26 year life. I have no permission to do own decision, every things once decided mostly will be banned. I am not little girl anymoe, why I can't away from home to try new things? I feel so sad about that.

I know every parent care for their children, try their best to protect their children but too protective won't make me grown up. I will not have the capability to overcome any problems, not independent at all. That's not what I want!!!!!!  

Why never listen to the sounds from my heart? Why think that every decision is the best for me? Why....Why...Why....????!!!