| 今年公司的人事变动很大， 今天又有一位同事已递上辞呈。她先生收到了大学的offer letter,念 PHD。毕业后可以在该校当教授。听到她的另一半有大好前途， 我还真羡慕她将来生活无忧了，当然也为她高兴。顿时，我在想以后的我会不会也能生活无忧呢？自己会不会嫁对老公呢？因为怕嫁错郎啊！羡慕归羡慕，一切还得靠运气， 你说对吗？ |
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| Where is my freedom??!! I am like a bird which has legs but no wings. I couldn't fly out of the circle of 26 year life. I have no permission to do own decision, every things once decided mostly will be banned. I am not little girl anymoe, why I can't away from home to try new things? I feel so sad about that. I know every parent care for their children, try their best to protect their children but too protective won't make me grown up. I will not have the capability to overcome any problems, not independent at all. That's not what I want!!!!!! Why never listen to the sounds from my heart? Why think that every decision is the best for me? Why....Why...Why....????!!! |
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| 在一段感情里，谁迁就谁比较多是很重要的吗？我很迷茫。。。 |
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| 终于我对他说出我心中的的话。我让他知道之前他对我抱怨，让我感觉到因为我所以朋友变得少之又少。他听后对此看法也不否认，顿时我感到自己的出现是多么的多余。
我鼓起勇气问他：“是不是该从中选其一呢？”
气氛就像在空气中凝固，他一言不发。我不死心， 再问他到底有没有听到我的问题。
生气了， 他生气了！！叫我重复问题，但是我忘了吃豹子胆，所以将问题往肚里吞。他警告说， 如果再有下次，他将不理我了。
我到底要怎么做才对？谁可帮帮我？？
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) I did go to read shinyi's blog to share her happiness meting her boy friend, Rob and go to Carol's blog, see the yummy yummy food...Carol, those pictures make me feel hungry...
